ONLY MAKING IT WORSE -open-

[austincahors]

It had been a hard choice but she had made it. Muffin Man and Kinder were officially for sale. It would kill her having to sell him but she needed a horse she could depend on not one that she could hope to stay on. Just looking at him made her fight tears but she forced herself to groom him to perfection and put her saddle and bridle on him. Taking a minute to look him over the memories came flooding back and a few tears managed their way. She swallowed the rest than went to her car for her helmet. She took her time walking there than just dove into her trunk and grabbed it. Than paused and looked at it. Even the car disgusted her. She sighed and walked back into the barn.

He was standing in the cross ties. Extremely calm which was rather odd, she walked up and as she unhooked him she kissed his muzzle. Than she led him out, he didn’t fight her or play with her just walked she glared at him “oh auf Ihrer Ruhe kommen jetzt aber einen einzigen Käufer kommt und Ihr von der Wand verrückt” her voice was angry with his calmness and she watched his ears perk forward. She huffed than led him out to the lunge ring. She let him canter out. He didn’t throw his head, he didn’t buck. The more he became an angel the more she loathed him. She knew it all too well, he would be an angel for her yet a buyer strolls along and he is insane. She finally just led him out of the ring and swung up on him. Her heart was in her throat and her hands were everything but steady. She worked him a little right there, yet he was still the same, not racey not overly excited.

She turned him towards the trails. Normally she would practically be sitting on her reins and fighting him left and right to keep him from running off but she hardly had a hand on him as he tucked his head and walked calmly. There is was that hint of pain and hate. He was only doing this to make it harder on her.

Word Count: 374 words
Notes: she pretty much yelled at him that he is an angel now but will be crazy later