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Post by austincahors on Sept 12, 2010 22:46:15 GMT -8
i must confess , [/i][/b][/size][/font] i’m in love with my own sins ![/i][/b][/size][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -It was a Friday night and with the new arrival of her best friend and Risk actually showing promise and wasn‘t giving her that bad of a time. Austin was feeling pretty damn good sitting in her still unpacked home. So after she showered and went driving through the boxes to find her one of a kind custom fit dress. After finding it, she slipped herself into it, than pulled her robe over it. She did her hair and makeup with the intentions of going out. She hadn‘t done this in so long it seemed so weird but as she walked out of the bathroom and pulled off the robe and looked at herself in the full size mirror she couldn’t help but smile. She quickly stuffed her bag with M&Ms, German Liquor Chocolates, Skittles and some Hershey kisses than scooped up the keys to her black ‘69 Firebird and ran out the door.
She raced into town as if she was racing a Ferrari for pink slips. Her hands auto-shifted the gears, knowing the feeling of racing all too well. Her eyes narrowed in pure joy as she spun out into the parking lot of the popular night club. She pulled into a spot and cut the engine than walked right up to the bouncer he looked at her and waved her in she winked at the guy and slapped on the German/English accent “Danke Herr” she smiled and moved in.
It was around eight at night and the place was packed with bodies, she pulled a pinch of Skittles out from her bag and popped them into her mouth. She made her way through the crowd and made her way to the bar, some guy bumped into her when she was almost there, she could see the rows of bottles through the people but the height of her heel made her stumble into him. She blushed extremely hard looking up at hm, she scrambled to her feet, “I, oh I am so sorry.”
[/b] she looked up at him and blinked. He was in simple terms, fuckin hott! She smiled and locked eyes for him for a moment “Aussie.” she gave her name than grinned and slipped past him and sat at the bar, giving a Hollywood smile to the bartender but she didn’t order anything but a vanilla coke. Her eyes flickered backwards trying to see the guy from the corner of her eye but didn’t find him. [/size][/blockquote][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] THIS THREAD IS finished. AND IT’S FOR Lucian AS FOR WORDS, WE HAVE 410 words THE LYRICS ARE FROM america’s suitehearts by fall out boy. MUSE IS THANKS TO --- AND WE’RE WEARING meeoow ANY LAST THOUGHTS? oooo <3 THANKS FOR THE HARD WORK template (c) - bethasaur ftw . of CAUTION 2.0
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Post by lucian on Sept 13, 2010 13:17:06 GMT -8
hold the line love isn't always on time- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Lucian watched the crowd of people, a small grin on his lips as he leaned against the bar counter with his hands shoved in his pocket. Again, the bartender sidled up to him, asking what he could get for him. Lucian glanced over briefly, waving him away with a simple ‘nothing’ before looking away dismissively. He was almost sure the man was gay, and hitting on him at that. He wasn’t one to judge someone for their taste in… partners, but he certainly wasn’t going to encourage the guy. And he didn’t need anything to drink tonight.
He’d come here after sitting at home, brooding on his own for three hours until he decided he needed to get out. It was pathetic how little of a life he seemed to have nowadays.
He found himself missing his sister and her family, even his mother. Frowning at where his thoughts were taking him, Lucian sighed and rubbed his face wearily. It was completely his fault, of course, that they had no idea where he was or what he was doing. For all they knew he could be a morgue, the victim of a suspected homicide. He could just imagine his mother and the stress she would be putting on herself to find him. She never was one for letting her children grow up. He regretted that he wasn’t as solidly present in his little neice’s life as he used to be. Lavina was like a daughter to him, and they adored each other accordingly. She was probably none to happy with hdisappearinging act, either.
He felt his phone like a weight in his pocket. All it took was pushing one button, and he could all of this but still something stopped him. Cara just wouldn’t be able to resist relieving their mother’s stress by telling her everything and he would be right back where he started.
Lucian shrugged away from the counter, almost wanting to laugh as the bartender scurried over to him. He waved him away yet again, turning around to leave when he bumped into someone. He blinked, surprised at his own clumsiness and managed to grab the girl’s elbow to make sure she didn’t fall over. He half-smiled at her apology, her wide eyes looking up at him with nothing he wasn’t used to. He studied her back unobtrusively for a moment, letting go of her so she could slip past him right before she uttered her name. Aussie, hm?
He shrugged, making his way toward the door before he stopped mid-way. He thought back to the girl and her pretty, innocent looking face. Before he knew it, he was turning back and making his way back over to the bar hoping she hadn’t melted back into the crowd. But, no, there she was sitting and drinking a vanilla coke.
He drew near her, pulling out a stool and sitting down next to her. Folding his arms over the counter, he looked over at her with a grin. “No harm, no foul. Apology accepted. Aussie, was it? I’m Lucian Garner, nice to meet you.” Always the polite gentleman.
character – lucian garner word count – 515 tags – hyperionn notes – im on a roll here :3
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Post by austincahors on Sept 13, 2010 15:01:07 GMT -8
i must confess , [/i][/b][/size][/font] i’m in love with my own sins ![/i][/b][/size][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -The guys face seemed to pop into her mind every few minutes, it wasn’t like her to be so hung up on someone she had merely bumped into. She smiled a little and with the tip of her finger dabbed at the ice in her drink. She tilted her head for a moment just blankly daydreaming about the horses. Risk was getting so big so fast, she hadn’t been there for the birth of the colt but man did she feel like she was. He was already jumping, he showed much signs of being just like his father and Muffin.
Than thoughts of Kinder strolled into her mind. The chestnut was almost ready to go back to work. She just imagined sitting on the mares back, the smooth award winning gaits, the mares mouth in her hands. It made her smile, plus she riding at Grand Prix level now, which could only make her happier.
Her thoughts were interrupted when the face of the guy had popped back into her head. She shook it off and took another drink of the coke. She looked next to her as someone was now sitting there, she couldn’t help but allow her smile to grow when she saw him again. This time in the flesh. She was thankful he accepted the apology and when he said her name she innocently blushed and brushed some hair from her face. She had only given the guy her nickname, it was a spur of the moment thing and it had been all she could say. She smiled and repeated his name to herself, “Nice to meet you too Lucian.”
[/b] she couldn’t think of anything to say. She suddenly felt extremely stupid, which made more blood and heat rush to her face making her blush harder. She had to of looked like some school girl, being flirted with for the first time in her life. It was that childish quality she loathed about herself. She casually picked up her glass and took another sip from it. Vanilla Coke was her favorite drink of all time, well, that and Vodka Soda. She smiled at him, finally feeling her bright red face turn back to normal. She wondered how he could do that to her, make her blush like that, she wondered even more how she could have gotten herself to get the color to flush like she had. She didn’t truly care to know the answer to each, there was a hot guy sitting next to her and she seemed to be doing good for herself these past few days. [/size][/blockquote][/blockquote] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] THIS THREAD IS finished. AND IT’S FOR Lucian AS FOR WORDS, WE HAVE 400 something words THE LYRICS ARE FROM america’s suitehearts by fall out boy. MUSE IS THANKS TO --- AND WE’RE WEARING meeoow ANY LAST THOUGHTS? oooo <3 THANKS FOR THE HARD WORK template (c) - bethasaur ftw . of CAUTION 2.0
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Post by lucian on Sept 16, 2010 18:06:14 GMT -8
hold the line love isn't always on time- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -For a moment after he introduced himself, Lucian caught himself wondering why he’d come back. What was so important about this girl? He leaned back, his arms slipping off the counter as he thought about it but really, there was no reason for him to carry out a conversation with her. Yes, she was pretty. More than pretty, honestly, she was quite beautiful and Lucian wasn’t one to over look that, either. Somehow he knew it wasn’t her looks that was keeping him sitting there.
He was pleasantly surprised at the slight blush that lighted her cheeks to a rosy color and he watched her fingers brush aside her fair hair with interest. He smiled at her gently as she spoke, her words nothing but polite and mechanical, a proper response to his greeting. Her voice was nice, though; sweet and low, innocence and a bit of naivety leaking out for him to notice. And there was another blush. Lucian blinked, gazing at her with an amused expression. If she blushed that easily, things could get really comical, really fast.
The silence stretched on, but the man let it. He leaned back in his chair, stretching his long legs out in front of him and hooking his hands behind his head. Letting loose a yawn like a lion’s, his blue eyes closed shut.
His lips formed a secretive, half-smile yet he relaxed and seemed to doze for a few minutes before he opened his eyes again and looked over at Aussie quiet abruptly. “The pleasure is all mine, Aussie,” he said easily before his half-smile turned into the full thing. “Has anyone ever told you that you are beautiful?”
He was half playful, half serious and his eyes danced with laughter and warmth as he looked at her. It’d been a while since he flirted with a girl such as herself.
Straightening up, he tapped the bar counter to get the attention of the bartender. He waited for the man to notice him and then start over before he ordered a scotch on the rocks. He looked back over at Aussie while the man got his drink. “So are you going to tell me about yourself, pretty girl, or do I have to guess it all?” He grinned, nodding to the bartender as he slid his scotch toward him. Lucian took a sip and lifted a brow at the girl expectantly.
character – lucian garner word count – 396 tags – hyperionn notes – <3333
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Post by austincahors on Sept 16, 2010 19:26:06 GMT -8
i must confess , [/i][/b][/size][/font] i’m in love with my own sins ![/i][/b][/size][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -During that moment of silence after she replied she found herself thinking on why he had came back. There was no real reason for him to but he had so she might as well humor him, but than again she wouldn’t truly mind, he was rather handsome and seemed to be extremely sweet. She glanced at him as he yawned, he had the apperance of being nothing but a king it sent her into a slight bought of awe but she quickly came out of it.
She watched the secretive smile come across his face and with that he had her hooked. She watched him doze than when he looked at her again it surprised her a bit. When he spoke she just smiled leaning on the bar with a single elbow she hung on his words and when he asked if anyone had told her she was beautiful her eyes closed and the blush slipped back into her cheeks but only barely. Did he seriously just pull that card? And had she actually fallen for it. Yes and yes.
She looked into his dancing eyes and hers sparked with happiness. She hadn’t flirted with a guy in over a year and it was rather refreshing to be here with Lucian. He filled her with old emotions that she missed greatly and now with such ease he made her so happy and just made the butterflies in her stomach flutter.
She hardly payed attention when he ordered scotch on the rocks, she only took a sip from her coke. As he spoke she lowered her glass to the counter and a catty smile slid onto her face. She looked down at her drink for a silent moment than let out a happy playful sigh than turned on the chair to look at him. She watched him take a sip of the drink than crossed her legs and locked her brown eyes on his gorgeous blues. “Guess.” she thought it would be rather entertaining to watch him guess about her. She highly doubted he would get anything on her and she would get enjoyment out of telling him when he gave up.
Now her eyes were lit up with the same playfulness as his but she was dead serious on him guessing. While waiting for him she finished off her vanilla coke.
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] THIS THREAD IS finished. AND IT’S FOR Lucian AS FOR WORDS, WE HAVE 391 something words THE LYRICS ARE FROM america’s suitehearts by fall out boy. MUSE IS THANKS TO --- AND WE’RE WEARING meeoow ANY LAST THOUGHTS? awww THANKS FOR THE HARD WORK template (c) - bethasaur ftw . of CAUTION 2.0
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Post by lucian on Sept 19, 2010 11:55:06 GMT -8
hold the line love isn't always on time- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Lucian grinned at his success to bring out yet another one of her blushes. Yes, he could already tell he was going to work at getting them. He almost wanted to brush his hand at her rosey cheek but he leaned back, wrapping his hand around his glass as he continued to watch her. Waiting on her to make the next move he was content to just sit there and relax. Taking a sip of his scotch, he tilted his chair far back on it’s legs until he was precariously close to falling on his head. Keeping on hand gripped on the counter, however, he didn’t. He remembered how he used to do this in high school, his teacher yelling for him to sit down and pay attention if he ever wanted to graduate. Lucian smirked slightly at the memory.
A movement next to him made him look over at Aussie as she faced him, crossing her long legs, brown eyes watching his movements as he took another sip of scotch carelessly. “Guess.”
Lucian’s brow raised slightly as he looked at her, amusement lighting up his blue eyes. He chuckled a bit, the sound deep and smooth and he finished his scotch and set it on the counter. Sliding it toward the bartender in a subtle gesture for another, he leaned forward and faced Aussie. “Gonna make me work tonight, huh, Aussie?” He grinned, another chuckle escaping from him almost without his permission. He looked at her contemplatively for a moment, having so long forgotten what it was like to just flirt so easily and innocently.
Pushing that aside, Lucian grabbed the drink that the bartender slid back to him without looking over, taking a long sip with his eyes still on the girl next to him. “Hmm… Well, let’s see,” he murmured. His eyes ran down the length of her body lightly, attraction making a half-smile appear on his lips. “That dress is one of your favorites, you only wear it occasionally… ” He licked his lips and his eyes met hers for a moment before he studied her face unobtrusively. “You’ve been working hard, stressing over things, I can see. Tonight is the first night you’ve been out for a while.”
He leaned back again and nodded to her drink. “Vanilla Coke is your favorite. You’re not as shy as some might think.” He grinned for a moment before looking serious. “You’re single.” He watched her intently, trying not to grin. He was enjoying himself too much. “You find me attractive.” Then he grinned, raising his brows and standing up. He walked behind her, turning her chair around to face him. “Which is quite alright, because I think the same for you.” Taking her Coke from her hand he put it on the counter behind her, well aware of the bartender’s eyes on him.
“And hopefully you can dance, and if not don’t worry. I can,” he said with a playful, crooked grin as he took her hands in his hand and pulled her from the chair with the intent of leading her onto the dance floor.
character – lucian garner word count – 516 tags – hyperionn notes – so smooth xD
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Post by austincahors on Sept 19, 2010 16:38:44 GMT -8
i must confess , [/i][/b][/size][/font] i’m in love with my own sins ![/i][/b][/size][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -She watched him lean back in the chair. For a moment she could’ve sworn he was going to fall but he had a good grip on the bar but she still hoped the chair wouldn’t just fall out from underneath him.
As watched his brow rise and his eyes light up. She knew this would be interesting. As he spoke she leaned a little towards him truly wanting to hear his thoughts. She didn’t notice his gesture for a drink or that he had finished his first. But as he received his new one and took a long sip from his drink. She herself wasn’t a huge fan of scotch but she had drunk it before. As his eyes ran down her body she couldn’t help but glance back over her shoulder, in a flattered but mannered way.
She nodded when he said that was one of her favorite dresses because truth be told she loved it. He licked his lips than met her eyes before studying her face. She was loving every moment of this night. Than he nailed her to the floor, she nodded slowly actually embarrassed that what he had said was true. Than he sat back again and she relaxed slightly. She had to laugh under her breath when he said Vanilla Coke was one of her favorite drinks because it too was true. Than she looked at him with a spark of curiosity when he said she wasn’t as some think.
Than his face turned serious. You’re single. Her heart literally stopped for a moment. When it came to friends she had always used the excuse that she didn’t have time to meet guys. That she was married to her horses and passion. But she had nothing to say to him she could only feel a bit of color slide from her face before she nodded. Than he said that she found him attractive. Now she just wanted to hit him, not in a cruel and mean way but in a playful serious “I can’t believe you seriously just said that” manner.
Than he stood up and walked behind her, turning her towards him. Her heart only started to beat faster. Lucian was smooth without a doubt and for now he had her at mercy. When he asked if she could dance she only found herself speechless but laughed lightly when he said don’t worry cause he can. A small grin came across her face as he took her hands and led her out to the dance floor.
Surrounded by all the other people she still only was able to focus in on him. She had no idea what was playing now but she didn’t really care. She would just follow his lead. She seemed to be doing that for most of the night anyway. Although she did think she caught him off guard by making him guess about her. Now she was glad she chose to go out tonight she was definitely having a better time than what she would’ve if she had stayed home and watched Romeo and Juliet with Leonardo DiCaprio. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] THIS THREAD IS finished. AND IT’S FOR Lucian AS FOR WORDS, WE HAVE 519 words THE LYRICS ARE FROM america’s suitehearts by fall out boy. MUSE IS THANKS TO --- AND WE’RE WEARING meeoow ANY LAST THOUGHTS? hehe THANKS FOR THE HARD WORK template (c) - bethasaur ftw . of CAUTION 2.0
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Post by lucian on Sept 19, 2010 18:41:13 GMT -8
hold the line love isn't always on time- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Lucian felt that Aussie was completely too easy. He knew that if he were anyone else, if he didn’t have morals, if he wasn’t the gentleman he was the girl would be his. In his bed, in his arms. Luckily for her, Lucian never was or will be that type of man.
Bodies pressing against each other, the sweat-filled air hot and heavy around them, Lucian put an arm around her and pulled her dangerously close. Grinning slightly down at her, he kept his arm wrapped loosely around her waist. He was close enough that he could smell her perfume, the shampoo she used, even the soap on her skin. Keeping her close, he didn’t even pay attention to the music or the song but moved with the crowd.
Brushing her hair aside with a hand, he leaned down and pressed his lips to her neck gently. Feeling her hot skin under his lips, it was all he could to pull back and not push it. He did, though, and when the song changed into something low paced, he silently took one of her hands and led her to the side. He didn’t know how long they danced, but he felt himself sweat and his breathe come faster.
Pushing his hair back from his forehead, he kept moving through the crowd. Her hand in his, he held it tightly so they wouldn’t be separated until they reached a more quiet and cooler part of the bar.
Leaning against the wall, he grinned at Aussie. “Well, that was interesting,” he laughed. He rubbed his thumb over the back of her hand, pulling her closer without another word. Licking his lips, he looked down at her. With his other hand, he ran his fingers from the base of her ear all the way down her jaw and up to her bottom lip.
He hesitated, but not in fear or nerves but in the way a man gouges a woman’s reaction to him and how he would be received, almost giving her a chance to deny him. Then his lips were on hers and he cupped her face in his hand gently, deepening the kiss for a moment before he pulled back and looked at her with dark blue eyes.
character – lucian garner word count – 366 tags – hyperionn notes – ohman
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Post by austincahors on Sept 19, 2010 19:23:42 GMT -8
i must confess , [/i][/b][/size][/font] i’m in love with my own sins ![/i][/b][/size][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -She followed him. He was someone she could trust, or so she hoped. He was obviously more than sweet, maybe she was just still young and naïve but she knew she was falling for him too easily. Yes, she knew it all too well but she cared not. He seemed true and not like some of the other guys in this town that only want a girl for one thing, but he seemed to be a true gentlemen.
It took her by surprise when he brought her close but when she looked up to his face and those blue eyes hit her it felt as though everything else didn’t matter anymore. She wrapped her arms around his neck almost too impulsively but something had just came over her. From here she could smell just a hint of the scotch on his breath maybe a little bit of cologne it brought a true smile to her face. She felt as if she hadn’t smiled like this in far too long and man was she glad to do it again, it felt so natural around him.
When he kissed her hair she smiled. It made her heart slow back to a normal pace and she could actually breath easily and her mind no longer swirled in a mixture of thoughts. But than he grabbed one of her hands tightly and pulled her through the crowd. She had no idea how long it had been, what time it now was, but she knew this was the happiest she had been in an extremely long time.
Finally they found their way out of the crowd and to a quieter place in the bar. She leaned up against the wall with him probably a little more closer than she should’ve. She nodded slightly in agreement, she noticed now that he might think something was wrong with how quiet she got but with truth be told when she got quiet was usually when she was happy and content with her surroundings. It was when she could be at rest and just take everything in at her own pace.
He pulled her closer, seeing him lick his lips gave her the slight urge, it was one of those monkey-see-monkey-do urges, yet she controlled it and gazed into his blue eyes. When his hand ran down her jaw, chills ran down her spine. Than he hesitated for what reason she didn’t know but before she had a moment to truly contemplate it he kissed her, and she kissed back.
Her heart was in her throat as his hand cupped her face. Truth be told no guy had ever kissed her in such a way, soft but deep. It surprised her and once again the clouds rolled into her mind and her thoughts mixed and melted. Than he pulled away, those gorgeous blue eyes looked at her and her own brown one’s filled with a look of thankfulness and met his blues.
She found herself slowly resting her head on his shoulder. Trying to figure out if that had truly happened or if this was a daydream in the track of reality. A happy smile was spread across her face and still her breathing was calm. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] THIS THREAD IS finished. AND IT’S FOR Lucian AS FOR WORDS, WE HAVE 537 words THE LYRICS ARE FROM america’s suitehearts by fall out boy. MUSE IS THANKS TO We're In Heaven by i dont remember AND WE’RE WEARING meeoow ANY LAST THOUGHTS? awwwwwww :3 <333 THANKS FOR THE HARD WORK template (c) - bethasaur ftw . of CAUTION 2.0
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Post by lucian on Sept 23, 2010 20:57:22 GMT -8
hold the line love isn't always on time- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -He smiled gently at the look of thankfulness in her eyes as he drew away from her. His hand still rested softly against her face for a moment before it returned back to his side. He was a bit surprised when Aussie lowered her head to his shoulder but he gently put his arms around her without a missing a beat, laying his cheek against her head. Looking back at the dance floor, he watched the people move to the beat effortlessly.
His mind seemed to drift off as he stood there, leaning against the wall and holding Aussie like he used to hold Ka- A sharp exhale burned through his lips and he lifted his head and rested it against the wall, still staring out at the crowd of people.
What was the matter with him?
He was as bad as he was when he was younger. He thought uselessly back to Kaitlyn, even though his mind and his body and his whole being wanted to resist that painful course. Even if she still loved him, even if she could forgive him… Lucian wasn't sure he wanted her to. Did he deserve her forgiveness? No. He knew Kaitlyn was insecure and he knew that she had more issues than a mental health patient but he had loved her and ultimately in the long run he wanted to believe she was worth it.
Yet, he wouldn't be the one finding that out. Looking down at Aussie, he almost guilty wished it were Kaitlyn. Sighing, he winced at the pain in his chest and the stinging in his eyes, knowing that he was so close to crying. He kissed Aussie on the forehead, closing his burning eyes for a moment and composed himself in that instant.
Pulling away and breaking their embrace after a few minutes at least, he kept his smile for Aussie. He honestly liked the girl and though he knew he probably shouldn't, and that he was in no way ready for anyone else in his life, he wanted to see her again.
One kiss and one night of flirting wasn't enough to ruin a potential friendship, was it? Lucian hoped not. Running a hand through his hair, he glanced over his shoulder for a moment before turning back around. Sliding his hands in his pockets he offered Aussie an apologetic smile. “I had a good time tonight, but it's past my bedtime and I should get going.”
character – lucian garner word count – 404 tags – hyperionn notes – [facepalm]
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Post by austincahors on Sept 23, 2010 21:46:15 GMT -8
i must confess , [/i][/b][/size][/font] i’m in love with my own sins ![/i][/b][/size][/font] - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -When his arms came around her she closed her eyes and let her mind just drift off. Than the dream hit her like pure alcohol.
The white dresses flowed and swirled around the ballroom of the mansion. She sat there on a pearly chair, her hair done up with a messy elegance. She hadn’t been asked to her own party. So here she sat, watching friends and enemies alike enjoying her seventeenth birthday. As her eyes fixated on this guy she had wished would’ve asked her a body in a black tux moved in front of her, blocking the heart wrenching view. She slowly looked into the dark blue eyes, she knew he was speaking but did not hear his words on took his hand when he offered it. Than he whisked her off to the center of the floor. As they danced together they flirted and to Austin everyone else just melted away and it was just her and Jakob.
His cologne still intoxicated her, his eyes still memories in fresh in her mind. The thoughts of him made her smile a little but she was snapped out of the dream of the only perfect night of her life when Lucian broke the embrace. Her eyes met his and she realized for a quick moment why she had let him get to her so easily. His eyes. They were just the same as Jakob’s was that night. And after she realized that the bad memory came back of last year.
Than the small pain hit her stomach and she looked out onto the dance floor watching it melt into the memory of her seventeenth birthday. Lucian had been her Jakob tonight. Though there was something she knew, something she had learned from Jakob. That she wasn’t meant to be a main person in his life. And now she didn’t even see him, tears of pain were pulling at her eyes. She did hear him speak though. “I did too, I gotta get going.” She turned and left, quickly. Hell as soon as she was out the door she kicked the heels off and ran to her car. Jamming the key into the ignition.
She knew all too well the screeching of her tires had to of been heard within the club. But driving helped her think, helped her forget, and helped her get over what troubled her. Just look how far she had to drive to get away from Jakob. New York to Texas. This time however she would need a plane or a boat to get her where she needed to go to escape things in this. In this country. Right about now she wanted to forget everything that happened since she was sixteen, all the way up to her thirties. She didn’t even want to be herself.
More Like Her by Miranda Lambert came on her radio and she just turned it up. It hurt but it helped. She needed to be more like who she was not who this country, who men, had made her. . - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -[/center] THIS THREAD IS finished. AND IT’S FOR Lucian AS FOR WORDS, WE HAVE 509 words THE LYRICS ARE FROM america’s suitehearts by fall out boy. MUSE IS THANKS TO More like Her - Miranda Lambert AND WE’RE WEARING meeoow ANY LAST THOUGHTS? this snowball to her leaving. THANKS FOR THE HARD WORK template (c) - bethasaur ftw . of CAUTION 2.0
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Post by lucian on Sept 24, 2010 13:13:26 GMT -8
hold the line love isn't always on time- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -Blinking, Lucian looked at her at a loss for what to do as he saw the look on her face. Although, she saved him from any action or word that he could have done or said. He barely caught her words before she was dashing away from him toward the door and he turned in time to catch one last glimpse of her before she disappeared out the door. He stared for a minute, surprised and dismayed at where this thing had taken them. “Bye… ” he murmured uselessly, a sigh escaping his lips as he looked to where she had stood just a moment before.
This had not been in the plans. Lucian rubbed his face with a hand roughly, feeling suddenly exhausted not just physically but mentally. Looking down at his watch, he grimaced at the time. 1:23 PM. Shoving his hands in his pockets he walked toward the door slowly, taking his time.
He had no idea if he’d see Aussie again and it pained him to think that he might not. Pursing his lips, he pushed the door open and slipped out as a couple made their way in. Breathing in the night air sharply, Lucian stopped and just looked out at the parking lot, wondering what on earth the little blonde girl had been thinking about to look so anguished.
Walking out into the parking lot, Lucian found his car and unlocked the door, sliding into the seat and starting the car in a daze. Pulling out, he started home at a turtle crawl, completely ignoring the honk of another car and the headlights that passed him. He had no where to be. Nothing to do, and he didn’t feel like hurrying tonight.
When he pulled into the parking lot of the apartment complex he lived at, he simply stopped the car and pulled the key out of the ignition and sat there. Exhaling heavily, Lucian closed his eyes and pressed his fingers to his eyelids, trying to get rid of the throbbing headache that made thought nearly impossible. With no grandeur, he shifted and let his hand fall back to his lap as he rested his head against the back of his seat and drifted off into a fitful sleep, the images of a dark-haired and a light-haired girl flitting in front of him in his dreams.
character – lucian garner word count – 390 tags – hyperionn notes – end thread! <3
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