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Post by Lana Iris Banis on Mar 9, 2013 15:42:50 GMT -8
Lana was a wreck today she had cried for twenty minutes straight while doing her hair today and then had preceded to get super made when Hank had wrecked a pillow. She had such an eventful day, that she had needed to take a nap and had just woke up only twenty minutes ago, just enough time to get something together for dinner before Blake came home, the thought put a smile on her face as she removed the pan from the oven containing a chicken, cheese and rice casserole she placed the pan down on the stove top and accidently touched the pain, burning herself. After a string of swear words she started crying as she ran some cold water over it, she heard the door and exited the kitchen going to greet him but he brushed right past her and went upstairs, just ignoring her. She bit down on her lip as she growled softly under her breath, what the hell had she don’t to him? She was living up to his request now that she was pregnant she could only go visit Dancer and take her into the arena to stretch her legs and then back to her stall, which was ok with Dancer but Lana wished sometimes she could ride her. She waited five minutes trying to calm herself down as she went up the stairs and leaned against the doorway, seeing he was in bed. Crossing her arms, her blood boiling she was trying to be calm but that wasn’t happening oh no not today and probably not ever, at least not while she was pregnant her hormones were raging. What the fuck did I do to you?! Her voice was raised as she stared at him waiting for an answer which she sure she wasn’t going to get and that mere thought was making her blood rise even more. |
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Post by Blake Weston on Mar 9, 2013 21:50:39 GMT -8
 Blake Weston
Blake had had a terrible day and really just wanted to be left alone. It was completely out of character but he still wasn't use to being in a relationship yet. He technically was still in bachelor mode and he knew that needed to change, and quickly, but today just didn't seem to be the day. He had walked through the front door and Lana had been walking towards him and he really hadn't been in the mood, or anything really so he quickly kissed her forehead before moving past her all in one movement. He went upstairs quietly before slipping into bed. It would be better if this day just ended sooner rather than later, probably for both him and Lana.
He heard her come up the stairs after a few minutes and he looked over at the door to see her leaning against it, looking as pissed off as he'd ever seen her. Oh joy. Her voice made him jump for a moment before he pulled the covers over his head, acting like a complete child who was hiding from a monster; if you couldn't see them, they couldn't see you. "Nothing... You didn't do anything." His voice was rather quiet for the occasion which he found weird, but he simply couldn't yell at her, or even too her. He simply wasn't that guy, nor did he want to be. He buried his head in his pillow, once again hoping that if he didn't see her, she didn't see him. He knew that would never work but he really didn't want to get into it with her, just not right now, anyways.
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Post by Lana Iris Banis on Mar 10, 2013 4:57:32 GMT -8
He was acting so childish! And that mere thought pissed her off more, Im not new to this Blake what you think im dumb?! She spoke harshly watching him cover his head and then move under his pillow, you know what fuck you your such a kind and caring boyfriend and im glad you just love me so much, I hope you go die in a hole bastard because you are being so hurtful right now! There was sarcasm in some of that and the rest wasn’t, with her last words said to him she turned around on her heels and burst into tears, going down the stairs as fast as she could and back into her safe place, the kitchen. She grabbed herself a plate and took some food covering the rest and putting it in the fridge. She sat down on top of the counter and through the tears managed to eat, she cleaned up the mess and decided she wanted something sweet but that something sweet wasn’t in the house, she slipped her coat on and ugg boots and slipped outside getting into her car and driving to the store, she went in and found the caramel cow tracks and paid for it, once back home she made herself a cup of coco, found a spoon and went to the living room, she set the mug down and found her throw blanket and covered herself up as Hank came in and hopped up on couch and curled up with his owner. Lana turned the tv on and opened the lid of the ice cream and dug in, every so often drink some of her hot coco. She had pretty much finished the tub, giving the rest to Hank knowing that the chocolate pieces were out. She snuggled down under her throw, watching the tv, she wasn’t even quite sure what she was watching but it was interesting. She finished the last of her hot coco and found herself getting sleepy but she didn’t feel like going upstairs and into “their” room. When Hank finished the moved the now empty tub next to her empty mug and watched as Hank climbed up again and curled up resting his head on her legs. She yawned and checked the time on her phone it was only 11 o’clock no wonder she was so tired. Yawning again her eyes finally shut and her phone fell out of her hand and landed on the floor with a thud, there was just something about a tub of ice cream, a mug of hot coco and girls best friend that could get anyone over anything. |
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Post by Blake Weston on Mar 10, 2013 6:39:23 GMT -8
Blake Weston
He listened from under the pillow and was slightly shocked with what she said, but he did kind of deserve that. As she spoke, he started taking some of it to heart. Was he really a bad boyfriend? He heard her start and cry and walk away but he hadn't expected her to leave the house a little later so he was slightly surprised when he heard her leave. He stayed awake the entire time she was gone and was laying on his back in bed, just staring at the ceiling.
After she came home, he tried to sleep a little, knowing that she hadn't just completely run off in a rage. He tried to fall asleep for what seemed like at least twenty minutes, but he couldn't. He was feeling much too guilty right now and he knew he needed to go check on her, his bad day would just have to disappear because apparently she was having a worse one. He rolled out of bed before putting some sweatpants over his boxers but decided it was warm enough in the house that he'd be okay without a shirt. He quietly walked downstairs and looked around, but he couldn't find her in the kitchen which seemed to be the place she hid out in. He scratched the back of his head before he walked into the living room, and upon spotting her on the couch, he smiled softly. He picked her phone up off the floor before he put it in her pocket and moved the blanket off her as he picked her up, cradling her like a child. He made his way upstairs before he placed her under the covers and tucked her in. He leaned down and kissed her forehead before walking back downstairs and throwing out the tub and putting her mug and spoon in the sink.
He wasn't sure what to do now. If he went upstairs, he'd go to bed but because she was sleeping he wasn't sure what mood she'd be in. Maybe she didn't want him next to her right now. But if he stayed down here, he didn't want her to wake up without anybody next to her and get her angry that way. He sighed to himself before running his hands over his face, trying to make the right decision. He figured being in bed and making her mad was the easiest option to fix; simply get out of bed. That seemed better than trying to explain why he hadn't been in the bed if she woke up and was upset. He took a deep breath and headed upstairs, his body crawling into bed quietly, trying not to disturb her. She looked adorable right now but he wasn't sure how long that'd last. He curled up on under the covers on his side and closed his eyes, but was still unable to sleep.
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Post by Lana Iris Banis on Mar 10, 2013 6:55:16 GMT -8
She hadn’t heard him come down the stairs nor had she felt him pick her up and carry her upstairs and place her in bed, she did however notice the absence of a large head keeping her legs warm. She didn’t feel the kiss on her head either or the sound of him leaving. She turned over and snuggled further under the covers, simply just so the top of her head was poking out. Her dreams were guilt ridden and she couldn’t sleep any more with knowing how poorly she had treated him early, it wasn’t his fault and she didn’t want to be like that but she had a funny feeling there would be more nights to come that were like that. She laid there with her eyes closed, she could hear him coming and she counted the steps it took him to get from the stairs to the bed and crawl in. She scooted closer to him before opening her eyes and kissing him. Im sorry, she spoke softly, taking his hand in her and cuddling closer. Closing her eyes again she sighed, it’s the hormones im on this crazy roller costar I cried for twenty minutes straight today while doing my hair, Blake my hair which I could care less about and then Hank felt my wrath when he chewed up a pillow, I don’t care about a pillow but it made me mad and then an hour after that I cried and cuddled him because I felt bad and not to mention I cussed at myself and then cried after burning my hand on a hot pan. She frowned at the thought of experiencing like six different emotions in one day, all that in one day. The mere thought brought laughter out of her and then she stopped as she yawned suddenly feeling tired once more, but she had one more thing to ask. What was wrong earlier? Why did you just come home and come to bed? She spoke squeezing his hand and waiting as patiently as she could. |
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Post by Blake Weston on Mar 10, 2013 7:22:40 GMT -8
Blake Weston
He was rather startled when she got closer to him and apologized. He had not at all been expecting her to be awake, but he should have known better by now. She was a mystery to him and would probably remain as such for a while. He looked down at his hand as she took it and moved closer to him. He listened as she sighed and explained why she had been so upset, but he wasn't at all mad. How could he ever be mad at her for more than a couple minutes? She was adorable. No, beautiful and he truly loved her. There was no way he could ever remain mad at her, it just wasn't possible. "You have nothing to be sorry for, I was a dick." He said before he kissed her hand.
He turned over so that he was facing her and he kissed her softly before wrapping his arms around her and then rolling her on top of him. He kissed her after she spoke and squeezed his hand. He really didn't want to talk about it but he had a feeling she was going to get it out of him one way or another, but he'd try to hold off. He didn't want to bring work place issues home, but it seemed like he had made a pretty big slip earlier and had royally failed. He sighed before kissing her again and closing his eyes. "I'd rather not talk about it hun, it will just make me angry again." He opened his eyes after a moment and softly looked into hers before he spoke quietly. "You are so beautiful."
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Post by Lana Iris Banis on Mar 10, 2013 7:40:56 GMT -8
She shook her head, no I think I was as well. She smiled and then quickly sat up when he rolled her on top of him knowing she couldn’t lay on her stomach that was bad for the baby. She kissed him back and looked around the dark room, she was kind of happy now that she had gone with yoga pants and a tanktop, it had all around just been a tough morning. She stretched and kissed back before looking at him nodding, understanding she wasn’t going to pry when she had a bad dad that was the last thing she wanted to talk about. Thank you dear, she spoke before taking her hoodie off and unclasping her bra, god did that ever feel amazing. They were tender and hurt and keeping them confined for longer than needed was just wrong. She groaned as she tossed her bra on the floor, they hurt so bad right now and different from when im getting my period, so no touchy you touchy and your probably going to die. She spoke with a smile, there were quite a few changes going on with her body right now… well mostly with her boobs. She kinda had gained a little weight but not much and then there was the mood swings and the curving for ice cream. She was sure it was going to get worse but hopped Blake would be prepared for that. She leaned down and kissed him softly, before pulling back, l love you dear and I hope you are prepared to deal with lots of things as I get further and further along. She grinned and straightened and looked down at him, she was content to still be awake as long as she was with him and talking to him and they weren’t fighting any more, she yawned and tried to cover it up as she waited for him to answer. |
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Post by Blake Weston on Mar 10, 2013 8:12:58 GMT -8
Blake Weston
He shook his head as she did, being playful as he looked at her. "No, you were just having a bad day and I should have realized that. I'm sorry." He said before he kissed her hand. "I really am." He knew he shouldn't be stressing her out so he did feel a little more guilty about that. He also figured she had enough things to deal with and didn't need him being an asshole when he came home. She wasn't riding her Dancer anymore and Freak went back to her parents place for a while so she was giving up a lot in his mind. He really couldn't think of anything he was giving up so he knew it was rather unfair.
He watched her and shook his head when she spoke. "I wish I could help you. And don't worry." He had a sympathetic look on his face and he leaned up to meet her kiss before she pulled back. He knew things were really going to be changing and he was trying to be prepared for that, but it was going to be hard. "I love you too and I'm trying to prepare the best I can."
He tried not to notice the yawn that she tried to cover up but he really couldn't. He didn't want to keep her up, after all, she had had a rough day and he hadn't at all helped out with that. He leaned up to kiss her and allowed himself to lay back down on the bed, his elbows no longer propping him up. "You don't have to stay up, love." He said before squeezing her hand gently before he moved his lower body slightly, adjusting underneath her to make himself a little more comfortable even though he could honestly sleep in any position as long as she was touching him.
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Post by Lana Iris Banis on Mar 10, 2013 8:35:09 GMT -8
Lana smiled and swatted at him playfully, before laughing its not even the fact of a bad day it was a great day overall just bad because I couldn’t control what I was feeling today. She laughed and bit her lip still looking down at him, I know you do but theres nothing you can do but be ready when I need you to go get me something to eat at like midnight and im happy that you are trying to get prepared it’s a lot harder but it will come easier. She grinned and then frowned, wiggling free of him, she padded off to the bathroom and shut the door behind her, she peed and came out a short while later and found Hank staring in their doorway, she patted her thigh and he happily came in and followed her to the bed, she gave him the ok and he climbed up and made himself right at home, she smiled and sat back down on Blake and then scooted over to her side but still close enough that they were cuddling and she would be able to sleep. She yawned again and rubbed her eyes, nodding to his last comment before she closed her eyes, feeling Hank come curl up next to her, she draped an arm around him and kept herself closer to Blake because she needed him to always be there because without him being there or being somewhere in the house she couldn’t sleep. She sighed and drifted off, not making a peep the rest of the night. She woke up the next morning and didn’t feel Blake, she sat up alarmed Hank was still next to her but Blake wasn’t. Blake? She called sleeply, having a mini mental breakdown was not how she wanted to start her morning. She frowned and laid back down, wondering where he went. She didn’t remember him saying he had to work today. She bit her lip and closed her eyes, she was tired and wanted to sleep but it was hard when you didn’t know where he had gone off too. |
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Post by Blake Weston on Mar 10, 2013 13:39:39 GMT -8
Blake Weston
He happily snuggled up to her when she came back from the bathroom, but he found himself unable to sleep despite being absolutely exhausted. He tried not to move all night in fear of waking her because she hadn't even flinched and he really did not want to disturb her. He had laid with her for at least a couple hours before he actually fell asleep but in the mean time his thoughts had been racing through his head. He was thinking about everything and he quietly got overwhelmed before he tried to quiet his mind. Only after his mind was quiet did he even stand a chance at sleeping and he was able to catch a few hours.
He woke up early in the morning and had quietly gotten out of bed. He thought that maybe working out would quiet his mind a bit so he went into the basement that had all of his workout equipment. He worked out for an hour or so before showering in the guest bathroom so he didn't wake Lana. He quietly went back upstairs and started to make breakfast but wasn't sure what she would want so he just made pancakes and some bacon. He was walking upstairs with it all cooked and hot when he heard her call out for him.
He walked a little faster and entered the room before setting everything down on the night stand next to her side of the bed. He sat down beside her and Hank before taking her hand in his and kissing it. "I'm here dear."
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Post by Lana Iris Banis on Mar 10, 2013 14:10:11 GMT -8
Lana smiled when she saw him and closed her eyes when he kissed her hand, were where you? She spoke smiling as she looked at him and sat up as Hank stretched off the bed and she laughed, yawning and running a hand through her hair before kissing him. I love you she spoke softly and stretched herself before laying down again and pulling the covers over her as she closed her eyes again and yawned with a giggle, I just want to lay in bed all day and not do a thing but that probably wouldn’t be good, I should probably go for a walk or a run or something. She sat up again and slid off the bed and went to the bathroom before returning and sitting down on the bed and laying down again. She stretched again and looked over to him, is that for me? I slept really good and no bad dreams for once, she grinned and rubbed her belly, she was proud of herself for finally not having a bad dream but she still didn’t feel well rested she still felt quite wore down and that made her frown slightly, I need to get away from this town im getting bored and way to run down, it doesn’t help with work and such but im trying to step back from that but kind of hard when they real so heavily on you. She sighed and closed her eyes, pinching the bridge of her nose at the thought. She pushed him playfully and hoping he would fall off the bed and hit the floor with a thud as that would make her laugh, she silently waited. |
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Post by Blake Weston on Mar 10, 2013 18:51:29 GMT -8
Blake Weston
Blake looked down at her when she asked where he had been and he just smiled softly and spoke, "I was downstairs working out. I love you too" He quietly returned her kiss before he watched her stretch and lay down then close her eyes with a yawn and giggle. He laughed a little when she spoke again and nodded. "I think laying here all day sound pretty good honestly, but I will go for a walk with you later if you'd like." He watched her get up and then return and lay down again, her voice made him smile. "Yeah, that is for you, if you want it. I'm glad you slept well, you didn't move a muscle all night." He said before he leaned down to kiss her.
He glanced over at her when she said she needed to get away from Addison, that she was getting bored and really run down. He started thinking of places they could go, but it seemed to really all depend on where she wanted to go. He leaned down and kissed her before she pushed him playfully, which really caught him off guard. He looked up from the floor after loosing his balance and rested his chin on the side of the bed with an eyebrow raised. "Well I was going ask where you wanted to go, but gosh, I'm not sure I can take you anywhere now." He said with a teasing smile before getting back on the bed and laying down on his stomach, head resting on his hands, his eyes trained solely on her. "Where would you like to go?"
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Post by Lana Iris Banis on Mar 12, 2013 9:01:48 GMT -8
She grinned wickedly when he was caught off guard and landed on the floor, resting his chin on the side of the bed with a raised eyebrow, she frowned and looked at him with those puppy dog eyes, but sir I didn’t mean to please don’t punish me. She broke out in laughter, unable to play that part anymore and watched as he got up and laid down on the bed watching her, she stuck her tongue out and looked up at the ceiling thinking long and hard, somewhere warm were I can be lazy in the sand or go swimming I love to swim. She smiled again and chewed on her lip for a moment trying to think of an exact location but there really wasn’t one that came to mind, Bahamas wouldn’t be so bad she had always wanted to go there, Bahamas sound nice and I have always wanted to go there, I have only been to a select few places its hard to get away from a horse ranch that needs constant attention especially when you have babies whos mothers reject them and they need all your attention to become fine young horses, Hence me and Freaks bound and why I hate being away from him, his mom didn’t want him and so I took over his care and raised him up, he was always a feisty horse though there was no way I could ever break that spirit, he just was so much like his mother even though he never got to meet her. She smiled and looked at Blake, sorry I know that stuff bores you to no end. She laughed and sat up, her back beginning to hurt from laying like that too long, she looked to Blake again, will you rub my back? It hurts right here. She pointed to her lower back before adjusting herself so she was half on her side and not really on her stomach. She found herself yawning, yes I think I nice relaxing walk with my two boys would be wonderful later today as for now im content to eat that delicious food and lay in bed with my hunny and talk about where we should go. She stretched and closed her eyes and waited. |
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Post by Blake Weston on Mar 12, 2013 13:19:42 GMT -8
 Blake Weston
He smiled at her when she broke out in laughter and he couldn't help himself. "Yeah, yeah, yeah, trying to act all innocent." He made a face when she stuck her tongue out at him and he ended up doing the same. Sometimes he could act like such a child despite all of his past experiences, but it only seemed to be around her. He had ever been like this before, but when he was with her, nothing else mattered and he felt like he didn't have to act like an adult; although, he was sure sometimes she would have preferred him to be. He liked the idea of being warm, laying in the sand, and swimming. Yeah, he could go for that right now!
His gaze shifted from the window to her as she mentioned the Bahamas, oh how he loved the Bahamas. He tried his best to focus when she went into talking about her horses... and Freak. He certainly was not a fan of Freak even though he tried to be for Lana. He did like horses, he just didn't have that much interest in them, but he was always willing to try for her. He looked over at her when she looked at him and he smiled before he kissed her gently. "It's ok, and it doesn't bore me.. I guess I just can't connect to them the same way you do, that's all." He said with a soft smile.
He watched as she sat up. She looked fairly uncomfortable when she looked at him again. He nodded before she adjusted and he began to work on her lower back. He smiled softly as she yawned and it caused him to yawn, but he fought back and continued to rub her back. He started thinking about when the best time to leave for vacation would be but he figured he better let her decide. After all, he didn't want to piss her off like he had last night, no, that had not been good. "Well I personally like the sound of the Bahamas, but if you can think of anywhere else.. I mean, we don't have to just go to one place, but it all depends on how long you'd like to be gone." He said before leaning down and kissing her shoulder as he continued to rub her lower back. "Like if there's any place that you've really always wanted to go... And don't say Disney!" He said with a laugh.
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Post by Lana Iris Banis on Mar 12, 2013 13:56:42 GMT -8
She grinned and shook her head, I try not to talk about them around you because I know that you don’t get it. She laughed and closed her eyes sighing contently when he started to rub her lower back, a soft noise left her lips and she blushed, trying to focus on his voice and not the urge to pounce him and do adult things. She smiled, well that’s the problem I don’t know how long I want to be gone for, and you know me all too well but I have never been to Florida or this place everyone talks about. She smiled and began to let her mind wonder to other places she would like to go but she could only settle on the Bahamas for now, as for how long it was more looking like on the whim when they felt like coming home they would come home but something dawned on her, what are we going to do with Hank? She asked quietly, chewing on her lip to keep her from rolling over, her whole body shivered as he kissed her shoulder and she groaned and rolled over sitting up and looking at him, ok that’s enough im going to like jump you and do things that wouldn’t be appropriate to mention. She laughed and leaned down and kissed him and pulled back and groaning and laying back down and rolling over on her side so she didn’t have to look at him. So im thinking we just go and when we are ready to go home we go home. She nodded to herself liking that idea and closing her eyes and sighing contently just being near and around it him it was amazing, it would be nice to get away with him and not have a care in the world, yes that would quite ok with her. |
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